Saturday, July 22, 2006

B r o k e n Mirror

There were, hhmmm….let me count 1, 2, 3, and 4. Four of them altogether .They had somehow annoyed me. The first one was when I was on the escalator, going up, he was giggling like a girl. I’ve seen lots of people giggle but the way he did it was just unbearable. Was that natural, I doubt it. I just hate looking at him. I just hate it!

The second was when I was on the escalator, going down. On the concourse, a horde of shoppers walking in random direction but he made himself noticeable. Ok…..may be that's the way he is, the way he walks since he’s a baby, swinging his elastic bum but I thought that was too much. I just hate looking at him. I just hate it!

The third was when I was standing near the café. From far, I could see AS IF he’s wearing a 'Vishuda’ on his head. It’s high and sharp. Thank god it’s not a 'golden' Vishuda. It’s still black but that hairdo, he overdid it. I just hate looking at him. I just hate it!

The fourth was when I was walking towards the table. He caught my attention. What he wore was even tighter than his own skin. I just hate looking at him. I just hate it!

I sat down with the accumulated hatred. I didn’t know why they bothered me so much this time. Perhaps I was tired and just a little stressed out of work. You know when you’re in this state, everything seemed not right. Now, my brain travelled deep inside, going down reaching the archive. Come to carefully think of it, I was once like those people too. BUT, I think I’ve changed. Don't you think? Ok… may be every now and again I might slip into those behaviour or style but I don’t think I overdo it anymore.

Was I looking at a mirror? But you know what, I’ve just got one broken. Now, I’ve got a new one. Does that mean, all this while I’ve got myself changed through SELF-HATRED?

OH MY GOD!, I thought there would only be 4. Here came the 5th one. From far I could see his ‘arrogant’ face. I was sure he was thinking that everyone was looking at him. CAKEWATT!!! He walked real fast and straight to our table and sat. He’s my own friend!!! But that, I was sure I was not looking at a mirror.If I was, then it's time to break another one........

10 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ahahahahah outburst ker???

anyways, for me there is nuthing wrong of breaking a mirror if u think it is the time to break one.

life is about changes...tho we try to make the changes for the better, there may be hiccups somhere along the way..

but honestly, u have proved that ppl can change. we love u before and we love u now...

its easier to change one's appearance, clothes, hair, skin colour even, but to change the personality, mind set, its more than a challenge!!!

pretty

9:12 am  
Blogger whywhenitsme said...

Bernas comment ko hari nie....:-)

11:39 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

bukan hari ni jer kot, tapi pakaian hari hari!!! ahakssssss!

pretty

4:35 pm  
Blogger jumpingondbandwagon said...

Its ok ariff, it shows that you are maturing and you are slowly changing. Dont be scared of changes embrace them. There a famous saying goes something like this ' the only thing that is constant is change '

1:08 pm  
Blogger jumpingondbandwagon said...

Ariff i must say your writing skills is picking up. Now i can say that u r at par or slightly lower than Wow and Miss O. Kewl kan. Keep it up. Hehehehehe

1:19 pm  
Blogger whywhenitsme said...

yes he is indeed :-)

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