To family and friends, with LOVE

It’s been quite a while since I last wrote. I was taken seriously ill about a month ago. I never thought that I would be hospitalized that frequent and almost restrictedly bed ridden for that long. I was so weak and everything seemed to slow. My brain, the recovery and many other things seemed to be running so slow. Perhaps I was expecting things to be fast? A fast recovery so that I could be my normal me again, running in the park, swimming in the morning, driving back and forth, dancing, prancing, smiling, laughing and giggling and talking day and night. Am in a hurry? What am I worried about? As quoted by one of the few doctors who treated me, “With this kind of sickness you should have – No Hurry, No worry and No Curry.”

I fought it hard, but it brought me down every now and again. I was physically weak and psychologically depressed. Whatever it was, it has definitely brought some changes into me. I feel closer to the ‘ONE’ and ‘ONLY’. I can feel some improvement now but I still don’t feel my usual ‘ME’ yet. Lots of things happened in our lives that become the turning point for something different. Is this one of them?

Things happened just like that. Friends and Family rushed here and there, come and go, day and night. They have been very supportive and encouraging. They drove me, they fed me, they helped me with the drink, and they held my hands when I was going to the toilet. Everyone has been like a family to me. I’m so grateful to have friends and family like you. May god bless each and every one of you.

Thanks for all the kind wishes and words.

Lots of Love
whywhenitsme.